Wednesday, November 7, 2007 - sianzzz :

still hav to go back 2 sch...
sian like hell...
only take 8 subj then every time go back only 1 1/2 hrs
for MATHS!!!
damn sian...
hate life now...
still vry sian...
but now got psp still ok...
not that bad....

have to help with buddhist stuff..
sometimes feel so sian lor...
my life like really vry sian lor...

then tat crazy chinese hav to write
NINE compositions...
sian n bo liao lor...

then help mama do buddhist stuf...
complain n complain n complain...
wat's her prob?

hate life...

Xi punkED 10:59 PM

Wednesday, August 8, 2007 - hello. *sighs* :

met a vry weird guy on msn.
seriously weird lor.
haiz.

tat dae dun wan to sleep in class then start pinching myself.
got blood lor.
i realised oni aft leaving claz.
sian.
i got sleeping disorder lor.
everydae.
anytyme also want to sleep.
y?
scary lor.

hating cid more n more.
tat bloody teacher dunno how to teach derh lor.
always nag.
15mins nag no prob lor.
kao.
then hav to do wat EoM.
sianz.
hav to do wrk plan.
AHHH!
really sian lah.
now 'doin' wrk.

national dae do homewrk.
no life lor.
haiz x 1000000000000000000.

dun read anymore if u r pessimistic.
u will go kill urself if u continue reading.
coz i am vry pessimistic derh.

haiz.
totally sian diao can?
nobody 2 go out wif.
nobody 2 msg wif.
nobody 2 chat wif.
nobody 2 talk 2.
my life simply sux.

totally.

hate my life.
stil got a lot a lot more lor.

:[

Xi punkED 8:11 PM

Tuesday, August 7, 2007 - so damn sian :

realise my life sux like shit.
hate everyting in my life.
everyting.
homewrk, proj, fwens, .
juz mainly everyting lor.
haiz.

my chinese oral presentation suc lyke shit.
my geog presentation [in eng] better than my chinese derh.
weird righ.
my life juz lyke tat tis few daes.
suc righ?

nowadaes bcoz of many factors.
i dun hav dinner almost everydae.
no proper one.
eat leftovers, stuff which juz sux.

my homewrk juz sux lyke shit.
nearly everyting dunno how 2 do lor.
sian.

still got many tings lor.

lyke totally ignored by kor n everybody else lor.
talk also lyke neva talk lor.
juz patronise me.
haha.
getting a lil mad.
AHHH!

make good fwens while u can.
at least u hav someone 2 turn 2 when u feel bad.
not lyke me.
no good good fwens 2 turn to when EMO.
sian lah.
sometimes juzz feel lyke crying lor.
shouting n screaming.
juz cannot find a place to.
haiz.
life sux 4 me.

if u r EMO.
dun read my blog ever again.
it will not contain any optimistic views or happy tings u want to see.
it will only make u EMOer.
:]

Xi punkED 7:32 AM

Wednesday, August 1, 2007 - haiz... sighs. :

sian diao lor...
sch sucs...
so boring...
haiz...
fail my maths damn bad lor...
10/40...
cool right...
so dead lor...
hav to let papa sign lor...
sure kill me derh lo...
his fave subj...
daughter fail...
big blow to him...
lol...

2dae nth much really happen lor...
we played frisbee...
had break...
lame pdp lesson...
even went 4 cip aft sch...
at YWCA adult care centre....
quite sian actually...

five of us went only...
five...
and they sae it's a class cip...
lol...
dots...
watever....
played a lil mahjong...
folded some paper...
then go home...

i finally finished reading harry potter...
cool lor...
but hate her ending..
"all was well"
i also know how 2 write lor...

nowadaes really can die lor...
totally no handphone...
both of them like guard the phone likr treasure can?
sian lah...

went to watch movie alone again...
the simpsons' movie...
damn funny...
worth it to watch...
haha...


random pic. frm ikea. cute tortise! xp

haha...
LOL...
hehe...

Xi punkED 6:46 AM

Tuesday, July 31, 2007 - sian diaoz... :

nine daes since i last updated...
dunno y leh...
i tink i got problem lor...
a lil sick or wat...
i whole day tired want to sleep lor...
as in whole day leh...
at nite sleep at 10+ until 6 in the mornin...
still tired lor...
at class i still sleep leh...
not purposely derh...
doze off...
haiz...
wat happened to me!!!

nowadaes sian lyke hell lor...
cid especially...
i got that bloody old hag tanhz...
wa kao suck man...
nag nag nag...
her mouth damn ass lor...
suck...

then got the ACE ting...
hiaz...
dunnoe how lor...
go, dun go...
how?
netball ppl not going...
sajc ppl also...
so how?
haiz...
dunno lor...

living in tiredness really a bit confused wat's happening ard me...
haiz...
how?

howhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhow!!!!





:[

Xi punkED 8:24 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007 - one million years had passed. :

it's like one million years since i last posted...
OBS...
homewrk....
no tyme arh!!
sian diao...
then tat sis go read wat harry potter on com...
then i practically got no tyme to use com lor.

but one ting is...
Outward Bound ROCKS!!!!
ty 2 rv finally bringing some color into my sch life.
ppl...
neva believe those myths n legends of OBS again...
they are FAKE!
i discovered lyke a million untrue stuff lah...
scare me lor those ppl...
OBS is fun fun fun!
my grp de name is RALEIGH!!!
it's a guy's name.
he is an explorer...
he die derh way damn nice...
he was executed...
he joke with his executioner n even giv the signal 4 the axe 2 fall.
cool rite...
My grp got 3H n 3Junkerz ppl...
but we love each other...
our instructor n teacher-in-charge rox too...
FAISAL!!!
mr. Desmon Lim...
man...
they roc the world!!!

we hav like many activities lor...
kayaking...
trekking...
cooking in open...
sleep in tents...
many many many more...

the sad ting is...
i neva get to rock climb...
only got to do some summit stuff...
nid a lot of balance...
then my feet inproportionate to my body the balance not good lor...
took the longest tyme to finish the entire ting lor...
tankz to xinyi 4 belaying me for the last one lor...
rocking bridge..
i was like pulling the rope lah...

then got trekking...
heavy arh!!!
hav to carry like 3daes 2nites nid derh stuff n walk FIVE HOURS!!!
tired arh...
it's like sort of amazing race then got road block...
wah piang...
shld b first tyme u will c guys n gurls hold hands n hug like dunno wat juz to kip balance lor...
first tyme outside juehai lor...
but really tired lor...
then my bloody shoe got sand...
rub my ankle...
PAIN arh!!!

then kayaking...
8hrs under the bloody sun...
sunburnt!!!
my face skin peeling...
boo hoo!!
but really cool lah...
we kayak 4 a lil while oni then got storm...
lyke how many ppl will experience tat when they kayak lah...
we like holding on to the instructor's Sandpiper then giving out ponchos lah...
but damn cold...
the water was like filling up in the kayak lor...
quite funny...
actually must use mouth then easier 2 sae...
i tink u read until blur blur liao...
haha...
but my poor wound was lyke soaked in sea water lor...
hiaz...
PAIN!!!

stil got lyke a million tings to sae lor...
nxt tyme got tyme then rite dwn...
go pia hmwrk le...
still got tonnes neva do...

SIAN DIAO LAH!!!

but there is one last thing i wan to sae...
RALEIGH ROX!!!

Xi punkED 8:30 AM

Saturday, July 7, 2007 - wah sian! :

is everybody angry wif me or wat?
dun get it....
i'm ignored...
b it sch...
or outside...
the same....
watched transformers alone....
sian righ...
hiaz...
my life simply sucks...
hiaz...
sigh...
luckily got shuyun lor....
at least can tell somebody watever i feel lor...

pls...
ppl plz understand tat when u try too many tymes...
u will b scared...
coz every attempt fails...

i want 2 transform leh...
lyke the transformers....
can transform here transform there so nice...
no nid 2 juz stay in one form...

i really nid 2 sing a song now...
lonely...
haha....

i tink one dae i will bcome mad...
haha...

2dae went 2 old folks' home sia...
the old folks' damn cute can?
we went around taking photos wif them...
4 portfolio...

me wif mr lim ah lee a vry/damn/awesome artist.


shuhan wif uncle ba kia n uncle tan

uncle ba kia damn cute!!!

serina n shuhan wif uncle ah boon(laughing Buddha)!


me n shuhan wif auntie angie(supervisor!)


me shuhan n joanne wif uncle peisong!


he knows how to play yang2 qing2!!!!!!


serina shuhan n joanne wif the workers!


still got a million tings 2 share/complain...

if anybody bother 2 read...
pls tag...

miserable...

Xi punkED 7:03 AM